May 12th, 2010. Baby Kenny is born...9 lbs, 14 oz.! Healthy and gorgeous! I didn't know about the birth until a day later. That kind of made me sad that my daughter didn't call me right away to let me know. I don't know what's happened to my family. I know what happened...I left my family. I moved 400 miles away from my family 11 years ago. I left my family to fend for themselves and have been beating myself up ever since. My family is a mess and I blame myself. Hell....I'm a mess. After my divorce in the 80's I had no clue, no moral compass and God only knows I didn't know how to raise my kids on my own. I went through several men and 2 engagements before I found my current husband. I couldn't manage my bills very well, always made poor decisions no matter financially or personally. To this day I make decisions based on "want" and not "need." Just ask my husband, he'll tell ya! I wonder why he has stayed with me this long. LOL.
Since my layoff I have found it extremely difficult to find a job. Last week I took a job delivering small packages, you know, courier services. I enjoy it but I'm not sure if the money is enough to make a difference. I guess some money is better than no money.
Until next time!
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